January 2011
You have to let someone in, right?
Nice relaxing evening planned, and BAM your nan comes round. -__-
“If Karma doesn’t hit you, something else will. Maybe a bus? Or a fist?...”
Would you care if i said i couldnt see you again?
Oh tell me you would.
tell me you would.
You know that feeling, when you’re not sure if someones speaking about you when they write a deppressing facebook status, or try to drop some subtle hint. PARANOIAA?!
“He’s lost all respect for you now”
It really is time i let go, its done now. there’s nothing more too it. sorry it had to be this way. maybe we’ll speak sometime and be able to be normal. then again, i wont get my hopes up. i’ll miss you sweetcheeks. i’ll never forget what we had.
I wish you’d let someone in, speak to them.
You massive wanker. -__-
You can’t drop people like this,
then pick them up when you feel like it.
I t s n o t f u c k i n g f a i r .
I care more than i should, as always. this will end bad, and i’ll be the one left with nothing. you’ll be fine. you dont care for me, you just care for yourself. Maybe i was right in the first place. I really, really dont want to be. I dont want you to be who people say you are. because, tbh, that means you’ve played this game a million times, because honestly, i saw no cracks...
Eh, night tumblr.
Im frigginnnnn nakered.
Oh mahn, my head’s a messy place to be atm.
Bed time me thinks!
I care for you more than you think, and definatley more than i should
Must. stop. posting.
Cant.
I miss you today.
;even the corny jokes you make.
Still in bed, cb fucking a’d to get up -_-
“she poisoned your sweet mind”
– PalomaFaithh
Im sure, that if you were to open up, to at least one person, they would understand, they’d help, and you’d no longer have to put on that fake smile I know for a fact that i’d listen in order to see you happy
I want to cut all strings. anything that will bring it back. i have to let go. i want you to hate me so, so much, so much you can’t even look at me. so much we are compeled to avoid eachother. so much so, that its not a challenge to not miss you anymore.
I have to do this. in order to have a normall life, i have to, in order to be able to love another being without feeling bad, ashamed or...
Things get better, then i mess up.
again.
and again.
and again.
Such a fuck up aren't you Amiee?
“Its like chasing the very last train, when we both know its too late.”
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